Quiet

It's been quiet, I know,
It's intentional;
That's because I am thinking,
Deciding...

There are things that I need to decide on my own,
Things I need to set right,
Decision may be drastic,
It may affect people.

Forgive me if I disappear,
I am sure the decision didn't come easy;
If it changes anything,
My intentions are good.

Sometimes I wish things didn't have to take this course,
Wishing that things were simpler,
But I am sorry that it went out of control,
And sorry for being so complicated.